“No longer possible to manage or regulate…not able to be limited or overpowered…”

"a load, typically a heavy one." "able to withstand or recover quickly from difficult conditions..."

"the effect or influence of one person, thing, or action, on another"...

"to arrive in overwhelming amounts or quantities"...

"to separate or cause to separate into pieces as a result of a blow, shock, or strain"...

Written 3.10.21 "I had hoped this moment would be a connection between my father and I."

"a (violent or) sudden change or disruption to something"...